LightandDark

Grief and healing brings out anger, suppressed anger no more, the word fuck clears your throat chakra the word fuck as long as you know a time and place where it should or shouldn’t be said you should be able to speak your truth. I know that at work fuck is not appropriate, but I will teach my students. The word fuck is real in real world things Today. I wake up because I am pissed off that there are so many hypocrites in this world and I have been one of them and one of them at times enough is enough Parent that tells their special-needs child not to be OK with people that have tattoos fuck that. fuck that why because you’re a hypocrite your daughter is ridiculed and picked on every day For trying to fit in. She shouldn’t have to fit in. Society should accept her for who she is. that is the same for tattoos that is the same for every fucking person on this planet. You can be a Trumper and still show love not hate. You can be a Biden Obama whatever you wanna call the Democrat and you are just as much of a hater if you hate Trump unity is coming together. Integrating means accepting, people for who they are, not what they believe in not who they talk to every day not for their sexuality not for their gender. None of that should matter we are human. We are also beautiful souls, beautiful souls that deserve unconditional love and respect And if you can’t learn to respect yourself and your special needs child how the hell do you think that special-needs child is going to integrate and be accepted in a world that she says I was told I can’t like tattoos,if you think that is my only anger today you have another thing coming. It is Thanksgiving integration means mind, body, and spirit, it means loving people for where they’re at whether you agree you should be on their journey or not whether you agree with them or not we can be broken and blessed we can love or we could be neutral but hate hate is a strong word and it takes a lot out of me to hate you. I actually probably hate how you treated me not who you are as a person. I hate that men don’t understand that just because I’m nice to you doesn’t mean I wanna sleep with you. I hate that there are men out there that feel necessary to belittle a woman for saying that she didn’t feel comfortable speaking her truth about what happened to her in secret because substances were involved! dance it out, clap it out, break things if you need to, but do not Hate me for being different than you think. I should be. I am me and I am healing and I am better today than yesterday, but the second you show me disrespect. I want to throw it in your face back, but I am a better human than that. I am not reacting to you belittling me. I am walking away from That You hurt my feelings. I might say you hurt my feelings and walk away from that. I am enough I am courageous. I am brave and I have been through hell and back and I will continue to choose me with love and compassion on this healing journey. I am healed. I am healing. I am blessed. I am sad. I am grieving. I am love. I am protected. I am wounded and I still choose Peace and love. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and sometimes you can see beauty behind a mask. Sometimes you can see beauty behind a human, but no matter what if you hate yourself so much then you should not Hate another person. You should learn to love yourself. You should speak truth into this world like I’m trying to do now, but some people don’t know what truth is. I am on my healing journey. I have Christmas lights hanging up on Thanksgiving and I refuse to let somebody else tell me when or when I cannot hang lights again Maybe they’ll be up for a year that’s my choice not yours if I choose to throw something away that you gifted me it’s because I didn’t need the item for you to show me that you care sometimes all I want is your presence not presents as in gifts, presence as being here with me in the moment whether it’s with sorrow, sadness, grief, love, joy, happiness peace, or anger we all are allowed to feel our feels, but not take it out because of another human being choices. I am thankful for speaking my peace.