LightandDark

I’m guessing at least some of you if not most of you have heard the song. I don’t even know if it’s called this but three wooden crosses and the crazy thing is is this is one of the remembering moments that my life shifted and changed when I was a little girl used to drive to go see my grandma or either my grandma‘s and in this small town in Iowa Audubon there were three wooden crosses on the right side of the highway as hysterical as that is I used to sing that song, not realizing why I was singing that song so the song goes something about three wooden crosses on the right side of the highway by there’s not four of them. Heaven only knows and then it goes on to say it’s not what you take when you leave this world behind it’s what you leave behind when you go and I am now 42 years old and just learned literally just learned that my grandma gave us literally her retirement and some when she was here so much so that she had to retire twice, and it still didn’t pay off her debt that is not important here except for the fact that to me wealth is not about money and I’ve tried to teach my family this for as long as I can remember and honestly most of the time not understanding until at the age of 40 when I asked for a divorce because I needed to go do some soul-searching and soul searching. I will reveal the joy and happiness doesn’t come from the outside and it doesn’t come from over consuming or under consuming. It has to do with giving your heart and soul to what you love people you love and care about when I got a divorce, I had taken this old highway that we used to take all the time with the three wooden crosses on it, and I stopped and the crosses weren’t there. I cried like a baby because now it was three trees. They were metal trees, but they were still trees and they were linked together with branches that were so beautiful very organic like of course they were not organic. I have learned that not everybody is on the same path. I’ve also learned that many people don’t understand why you would give back to earth because you are enough without over giving you are enough by not over consuming. I truly believe that some of our technology could save us, but I truly believe that a lot of it is outside noise and actually killing us. I believe that there is balance in both. I believe integrating both is very important. I know that when I sit on the earth, I am receiving and healing. I know that when I sit on earth on the Earth, I am grounded in my truth. I know I am naturally draw drawn to earth because of my astrology signs of Taurus and Virgo, but why did it take me 42 years to know that is my church speaking my truth is giving back to nature Native American spirits believe that earth should not be Trump hold on, but if they take from the Earth, they also give to the Earth that is very huge to me and that is very much what I expect. I love the moon. I love the stars, but man oh man, hugging a tree and grounding with the Earth is one of the most beautiful churches I’ve ever seen in my whole entire life. I’m standing in my truth by giving and receiving to the Earth. Three wooden crosses now three metal trees. It’s a beautiful thing! Auburn Iowa